Your name of Botan has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You intensely love the outdoors and all the beauties of nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Because of the sensitivity of your nature, you are easily hurt and offended. You are interested in the deeper aspects of life and invariably are attracted to mystery, the occult, and religious concepts. You are not the argumentative type, but you can admonish a person by saying nothing, your silent disapproval being felt by others. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.