Your first name of Brayon has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.