Your first name of Ceceliaann has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.