Your first name of Chailai contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. There are many things you would like to do. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.