The name of Charmanita has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You have many wonderful ideas and plans but fail to initiate action because of lack of confidence. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. Sometimes it is difficult for you to face life’s realities with their hardships, stress, and turmoil and you often find yourself combating fears of the future and the aspects of life that appear mysterious. Any health weaknesses tend to affect the bronchial organs with such ailments as colds, asthma, hayfever, or in severe cases, tuberculosis or heart troubles. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
