Your first name of Collard has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.