Your first name of Cowan has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.