Your first name of Cui-Yu gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.