Your first name of Cuihua has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. Many times you feel misunderstood and lonely, as you are easily hurt and offended and occasionally suffer from self-pity. You enjoy the outdoors, and the beauties and wonders of nature: the song of a bird, the wind in the trees, or the surf crashing against the shore. You respond very quickly through your feelings, particularly to music; melancholy music can make you feel sad and joyful music can make you feel happy. You will put off these aspects until you are forced to take action. Yet, you dislike crowds and stressful circumstances. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and are at the most creative when inspired. These expressions of nature inspire your poetic and artistic inclinations, for you sense their harmony and experience placidity. Unfortunately, it is difficult for you to retain emotional stability, for you can easily swing into moods of depression and self-pity. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused.