Your first name of Curdesha creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. You cannot stand pressure and desire to work where there is no confusion. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.
