Your first name, Deren, creates an independent, determined, and persevering nature. This name causes you to suffer with self-consciousness in new situations and an inability to be diplomatic when situations warrant. You can take candidness from others as you are not easily hurt. When you are challenged in this way, it is frustrating for you not to be able to find the words to handle confrontational situations. You are not afraid to try new activities in order to lead the way for others. You are inventive and ingenious along practical lines, and you learn from your own experiences. You feel awkward and embarrassed because you recognize your verbal restrictions in not being able to be as diplomatic, sympathetic, and solicitous, as others would like. You desire to work on your own or at least where you are making your own decisions. You enjoy outdoors activities with a few close friends. You are loyal in friendships and express candidly.