Your first name of Derowen has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.