Your first name of Ehsana has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Your close friends are few. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.