Your first name of Emzera creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. Your name creates two conflicting natures. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. Talking comes easily to you, but you must guard against your inclination to talk too much, especially if you are overstressed. You could, at times, be too easily influenced against your better judgment, and be led along paths or into activities that put you at risk. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence. This name spoils patience and depth of thought, and weakens your stand in matters of principle.