The name of Erslarior has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. Sometimes it is difficult for you to face life’s realities with their hardships, stress, and turmoil and you often find yourself combating fears of the future and the aspects of life that appear mysterious. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You have many wonderful ideas and plans but fail to initiate action because of lack of confidence. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. You desire happiness, love, and understanding. You have a philosophical interest in knowing the “why’s” and “wherefore’s” of life, but you tend to drift into daydreams and to find it challenging to concentrate and apply system and order in your activities. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
