Your name of Esbonde makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You enjoy exploring and observing animals and birds in their natural surroundings. You are often drawn into pioneering circumstances in which you work alone without the benefits of congenial association. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. You enjoy practical creativity which calls upon your originality and ingenuity. You work best without interference, in projects that require concentration and close attention. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.