The name of Esis creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. You sense far more than you understand or can put into words, and often respond to your intuitive feelings. You can be extremely independent and aloof. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. Yet, despite your strong-willed qualities, you are very sensitive and high-strung. You would sooner remain silent than get involved in arguments and turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil.