Your first name of Esperance has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. You are interested in mathematics, science, the mysteries of life, and the occult. During such challenging moments, you tend to be temperamental and reactionary, perhaps showing your disapproval through blunt expression or a chilly silence that can hurt others even worse than words. You experience self-consciousness and discomfort in association whenever it seems to be nothing but meaningless chitchat and sociability. It is not easy for you to take advice, subsequently; you tend to work alone or independently. You are easily hurt and offended. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets. Loving the outdoors, you enjoy outside activities and the beauty of nature in its many facets.
