Your first name of Espitman gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life.