Your first name of Farmared has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.