Your first name of Focktje contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. There are many things you would like to do. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious regime of diet in order to build a strong, vital body. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.