Your first name of Gainko has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.