Your first name of Geraiya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.