Your first name of Gesseyna creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. When you are feeling relaxed and cheerful, you can be very charming and able to say just the right thing to compliment or inspire someone. Your extreme sensitivity and intensity have an adverse effect on your nervous system and, under extreme pressure, could cause a nervous breakdown. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.