Your first name of Gilanah contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.