Your first name of Gothika gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. You enjoy music, particularly of those instruments that remind you of the sounds of nature. Rather than arguing, you use silence as your way of handling difficult situations. Your feelings are better expressed through writing. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. As you do not like to be taken for granted, you can be somewhat stubborn and unbending when you feel misunderstood. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life.