Your first name of Grayone has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. You are an emotional person. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.