Your first name of Helanga has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Your close friends are few. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.