Your first name of Hilola has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.