Your first name of Holidah has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.