You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Your close friends are few. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Your first name of Holland makes you a quick thinker, both philosophical and creative. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.