Your name of Hotat makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. You enjoy practical creativity which calls upon your originality and ingenuity. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. You are often drawn into pioneering circumstances in which you work alone without the benefits of congenial association. You have a deep regard for nature, its mathematical precision and magnificence. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs.