Your first name of Houshadai creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. A poor memory could eventually be a problem. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. When you are annoyed or under excessive pressure, you must be careful not to be biting in your speech, fault-finding, and hard to please. It could also cause upsets in the fluid functions: in the kidneys, bladder, or circulatory system of your body. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. This name spoils patience and depth of thought, and weakens your stand in matters of principle. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence.