Your name of Ilexala makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. You are often drawn into pioneering circumstances in which you work alone without the benefits of congenial association. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. However, if provoked, you retaliate candidly because of your difficulty in finding the right diplomatic words to create understanding. This name would cause tension in the head through troubles with either eyes, teeth, sinuses, ears, or throat or cause headaches. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
