Your first name of Ilm creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. You cannot stand pressure and desire to work where there is no confusion. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.