Your first name of Itola has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Your close friends are few. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.