Your first name of Jawza contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.