Your first name of Jedara has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.