Your name of Jerlawnda has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. Although you would give anything to be spontaneous, fun-loving, and natural, your name makes you very serious and self-conscious instead. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. The extreme sensitivity of this name and the inner turbulence that is often felt may create weaknesses affecting the nervous system, heart and lungs. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
