Your first name of Jongjai has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. Your close friends are few. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.