Your name of Joshuan gives you independence and determination. Once you get an idea, you forge ahead, despite obstacles, until you reach the end of your project. You experience peace in nature and, through observing nature, can acknowledge the harmony and the harshness of life that applies to nature’s laws of instinct and survival. Unfortunately, it is a challenge for you to express tenderness to others. Yet, when others get to know you, they realize you are loyal in your friendships and would go to any length to help someone in need. You work best alone making your own decisions as it is not always easy for you to respond to the advice and direction of others as you feel the need to be in control. Lavish affection tends to embarrass you, yet often you desire to be natural, and to seek affection and understanding from those closest to you. From early in life, you have asserted your individuality, learning through your own experiences, relying upon your ingenuity and practical creativity to accomplish your objectives. You feel this separation from others and would give anything to be always lighthearted and friendly instead of serious and shy. You work best where you can combine physical labour with mental activity.