Your first name of Jyldyz has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your close friends are few. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.