Your name of Kahelani has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You love books, especially mysteries and romance. You could be very creative in composition or poetry. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. If you feel that anyone is prying into your life, you try to steer conversations away from yourself. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.