Your first name of Kamillra creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. A poor memory could eventually be a problem. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. Your name creates two conflicting natures. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.