Your first name of Kayane has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. Your close friends are few. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.