As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. Your first name of Kaydeja has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.