Your first name of Khadisah contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Thus you are subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, and weakness in the fluid functions such as kidney or bladder problems, swelling of the legs and ankles, or a weakness in the female organs. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.