The name of Kihya creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. There are times you have regretted the rage and fury you felt, yet it is difficult for you to control your feelings. Learning to withdraw, particularly in the outdoors environment, can bring a sense of peace and relaxation for you as you occupy your thoughts with the beauty and phenomena of nature. You could be drawn into teaching others. Being somewhat excitable and high-strung, you realize that if provoked, you have a strong temper. At times, you are an extremist in whatever holds your interest, with the result that you focus all your energies, your ingenuity, and originality of thought to do your best. You appreciate mental exploration into new ideas. This quality can spoil friendships and create losses in the affections. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems.
