Your first name of Koila has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Your close friends are few. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.