Your first name of Lafefah has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.